UPDATE!!!!!!! AS OF JANUARY 2008, MY MOTHER HAS GONE INTO REMISSION!! PRAISE BE TO GOD. THANK YOU FOR ANYONE THAT TOOK THE TIME TO SAY A PRAY!!!
This page is dedicated to my mother Debbie.. About 2 months ago, she was diagnosed with small cell carcinoma lung cancer. With a lot of love and prayers, I know she will pull through. If throughout your day you decide to say a prayer, would you please add my mother to your list of prayer recipients. Our family would greatly appreciate it. Thank you for reading this page, and may God Bless Us All!!
"If Tomorrow Starts Without Me."
And I'm not there to see,
If the sun should rise and find your eyes
all filled with tears for me.
I wish so much you wouldn't cry
the way you did today,
While thinking of the many things
We didn't get to say.
I know how much you love me
As much as I love you,
And each time that you think of me
I know you'll miss me too.
But when tomorrow starts without me
Please try to understand,
that an angel came and called my name
And took me by the hand.
And said my place was ready
In heaven far above,
And that I'd have to leave behind
all those I dearly love.
But as I turned to walk away
A tear fell from my eye,
For all my life, I'd always thought
I didn't want to die.
I had so much to live for
So much left yet to do,
it seemed almost impossible
that I was leaving you.
I thought of all the yesterdays
The good ones and the bad,
I thought of all that we shared
And all the fun we had.
If I could relive yesterday
Just even for a while,
I'd say good-bye and kiss you
and maybe see you smile.
But then I fully realized
That this could never be,
For emptiness and memories
would take the place of me.
And when I thought of worldly things
I might miss some tomorrow,
I thought of you, and when I did
My heart was filled with sorrow.
But when I walked through heaven's gates
I felt so much at home,
When God looked down and smiled at me
From His great golden throne.
He said, "This is eternity,
And all I've promised you."
Today your life on earth is past,
but here life starts anew.
I promise no tomorrow
But today will always last,
and since each day is the same way
There's no longing for the past.
So when tomorrow starts without me
don't think we're far apart,
For every time you think of me
I'm right here, in your heart."
"If I had a rose for every time I think of you, I would walk in my garden forever" Dame Rose Macauley